Thursday, February 12, 2009

My tummy hurts

Yesterday I bought my plane ticket to Madrid, my ticket to walk the Camino de Santiago with my best friend, my ticket to spend two and a half weeks examining my own life and heart on that pilgrim trail.

And I want to vomit.

I have never spent that much money on myself in my life and I am not comfortable in this new skin, this skin of a woman who thinks of herself before those around her. I feel very selfish.

And so very, very happy.

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